Real; Forbidden Forgotten Forsaken

I wish to feel… how I yearn to feel… unreal… so real… so forbidden real… unreal… the more I yearn, the more I burn… the more I glow, the more I feel… unreal… so real… so forgotten real… unreal… paradise is lost, youth full of shame, hope fairy hides, in the shadows of profane… tinted glass, a window pane, shutters were pulled, innocence slain… creatures lost in time, had felt, I presume, as I wish to feel… unreal… so real… so forsaken real… unreal…